Im wondering where my life is going to be heading.  when it comes to school Im an impatient person. I want things now.  Music  is what I love  and what makes me happy.  But sometime when Im having a bad day i want to give it up. I want  to scream  when things aren't going my way,.  I had a voice lesson yesterday  and the Proffessor  kept getting on me   for not getting my italian right,  Im so sick of this  I have sung this song so many times that I have it in the back of my head.  My mom says i will get the song.   I will  she just wants the verse  right now.  I can't do it.  Im taking 8 classes  and teaching,.  I was  so upset yesterday  I wanted  to throw  the  song out the window.  IM tired  Im stressed  and  family life isn't  going like it should be.

Anyway  nuthing more to report.